I know how ya feel!
It takes practice practice practice, it’s a lot of dedication really! You CAN do it though if you can muster all that effort~
That is to say, I know it isn’t easy to do that, but if you really do dig in your heels and keep at it I’m sure you’ll improve on a level that will surprise you. All journeys start with but a single step.
As for getting no submissions, well, it’s not the best thing ever of course, but people can’t participate in everything. And hey, it’s not like we don’t fudge things- I’m sure that can be frustrating.
We all just gotta do our best, right? :3
